Sad story

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Posted by amba on Friday, 23. September 2005 at 13:03 Bali Time:

I really dont know why im even doing this post, i guess it is an attempt at trying to make myself feel better. This story began when i went to Bali last June. Without going into too much detail, i met the most amazing Balinese guy & we spent a lot of time together.We both fell in love..it was simple, we both knew how we felt. After returning home we sent sms messages every single day, our feelings grew even stronger. He was the most romantic, honest, sexy guy i have ever met. I might add that at no time did i pay for anything in Bali, & he never asked for anything more than my love. So of course i booked a trip back for January. We both couldnt wait. Everything i seemed to do was in preparation of seeing him. He was always on my mind, to the point I used to tell him it was driving me crazy. We never stopped texting & never got sick of telling each other how much we were in love. I had never been so happy.
Last Wednesday night i received a text from his cousin in Bali letting me know that sadly he had passed away. I called his cousin & he told me he had just collapsed, unconcious, & died before his friend had reach the hospital.
Some of you on the forum may know him, but i dont know if it is my place to post his name.
I am truley devistated! I felt like I had found that one special person. I dont know what to do, & i know Im not coping well.
If i still go in January it will be so hard! nothing will seem right. He was picking me up at the airport & we had made so many plans. I'm truely heartbroken.
Anyway like i said not sure why Im sharing this, i think you often do strange things when in shock. I find it very hard to except his death & that I will never get another text or see him again.

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