First of all is nottagenn OK? No, she is not, but she has a lot of love and support around her, and at the moment that's all we can do. Thank you again to all who have been so caring.
Now my mother rang me crying and she doesn't want us to go to Bali, she is so scared that some thing will happen to us, and the family couldn't take it again. But as we have learnt you don't have to go to Bali to be in harms way. So now, tonight, I say yes we are going, yesterday I said no and tomorrow I might wait and see.
Thank you to every one who writes a JBR, as they all give me another little push to go. I felt so brave to be taking my kids to Bali two weeks ago, now I feel the whole world is unsafe.